I write, so you can see through my eyes.
I live, only so I can share my life.
I'll share every detail, to make you feel you were there
As I try to make you smile, but I'm happy to share a tear
I'm gripped with a sickness, prevention but still no cure.
I ingest in medicine, feeling empty I need to be restored.
You come over to take care of me, but this disease I don't want to hand you.
Taking in my last breaths, I gladly the share air with you, you tell me to toughen up it's only man flu.
I wanna go home, where I am who I am, and not who they want me to be.
I wanna go home, where I can hold your hand, and not look at who's looking at me.
I wanna go home, I can't wait to embrace, how you show me you got me.
I wanna go home, but I'm faced by the faces, of those who know me but it's not me.
I paint portraits with my words, I just hope you can see me.
I only say what I want to be heard, I just hope you listen to me.
Teaching while I'm trying to learn, I just hope you don't dismiss me.
I'm missing you, forever hurt, now I just hope this is not me.
A lung breathing in his scent, now heavily disguised.
A stomach digesting all of your lies.
A heart pumping, nothing but regret.
As a mind remembers, all it wishes to forget.
I aim to please, in order to receive.
Perform devious deeds, to acquire my needs.
I am no angel, I claim to be no Saint.
But requirements make you, make many mistakes.
You tell me your feelings, all from one look. Scan your body, as if im reading, your my yet unopened book. Dreams and desires, all start to occur. So I scream whispers, my heart through my words.
Her presence is a present, I accept with open arms.
Unwrap her gift and feel her essence, I stand a rigid stance.
I love her touch, her skin, her smile, I feel her every glance.
It's enough, to bring a thunderous style to my once still beating heart.
I ask to take your pain away, so you hurt me.
I ask if you will stay today, then you desert me.
I ask if you always be on my team, and then you fight for theirs
I ask to share in your dreams, so you give me nightmares
Although it took nine months, for me to fall.
You never asked for much but you gave me it all.
So I wish to pay you back for everything.
But materials are only that, to the person who made me begin.
And though my eyes, can not see behind my head.
And your prints, seem to fade with every step.
My eyes are still open, to what you wish hide.
Knowing your love, has now passed me by.
I cherish the happy, but I expect the sad.
Wasteful when she had me, now she expects me back.
Always my fault, even when there is no one to blame
Let's see if she sees my picture, when I'm out of the frame
I'm a Prince, ruling without the crown.
My Princess, without the flowing gown.
Now my Queen, just with no ring on.
Beside her King, in their concrete kingdom.
A morning sun, dawn now comes.
Thus the moons glow, removes itself.
My eyes still yearning, for the soothing dark.
I close my curtains, wishing midday is when my morning starts.
Her first touch, ruins my besotted plans.
As Her next touch, wobbles a solid stance.
Just her touch, melts my frozen heart.
Her touch, ushers me into her open arms.
As towers fell, a whole nation descended as well.
Rocked around the world, all singing for justice to prevail.
Now a man's life is gone, a symbol abolished but now I'm torn.
Not happy, I prefer to mourn & think of the lives who can never be reborn.
Anger boils, as emotions heat up
Bite my tongue, tho I wanna speak up
Another fight, as a man I can never win
My solid argument, somehow now paper thin